I have just realized that its been forever and a day since I have posted anything... so here goes a short synopsis og my life...be what it may...

• I finished school May 7th and so far I am enjoying my time away from it all. I received my official Associates degree in Arts so that was a nice little accomplishment!!! I came away with OK grades but not quite what I was hoping for...oh well schools getting harder thats all...
• I am still babysitting for another few weeks and every day i realize how much i am going to miss these kiddos when i go away to school.... I am going to try to do stuff with them throughout the summer just for fun, so far on our list is the zoo, the pool, and the fair....
  
• I have officially made my school decision and i have this post that I am working on to tell you more...maybe next week.....
• On my way to work this week i wrecked my car trying to NOT hit the deer on the road in front of me.... the cars fixable but it will be several weeks and $500 that I did NOT plan on spending on my car.... I am trying to understand God's point in all of this.... but I am not getting far....I have been more frustrated and irritated and mad about the whole ordeal than any other emotion....
• And this weekend was the weekend that I was supposed to be spending with my best friends in Baltimore at sovereign graces's young adult conference NEXT. So I have been feeling somewhat sorry for myself for not being able to go... In a little while I am going to go hang out with the friends that I went with last year and we'll all feel sad that we are nto there....but i guess we will be together...just in Troy not in Baltimore.... We all went last year and had the most amazign time together and in God's word that we know what we are missing out on...

AAAAAHHHHHHH LIFE>>>>>>>
But i know that everything has a purpose in life and that God is not passivly sitting by and watching but that He is actively involved in my life.
sometimes though.... Life is just HARD
But thats why there is the cross.... Life is hard to point me back to the cross and the whole entire reason for living my life......